The Waiting is the hardest part. . .

So, now that things are starting to be finished with the transition, I'm getting ready for the next big adventure. Meanwhile, my incredibly awesome girlfriend has finished her classes for her nursing!!!!! She had a lot of heartache finishing it and it honestly has me a little hesitant towards going back to school. However, she assures me that it is her program and not the entire school.

Anyway, I have been doing my research and I am pretty sure that I am going to be back in the leather community. From what I have been seeing, it looks like it's time. Granted this is AFTER I recover from surgery, so it's probably going to be six months to a year before I am back to active. It'll probably be two years before I compete. But I already have myself together to compete. . .*giggle* THOUGH, I am still going to see if my Beloved is into it as I am. We'll see.

I had a wonderful dinner with Shannon the other day. It was really good to see her and see how incredible she's doing. She looks great and seems sooooooooooooooo much happier than the last time I saw her (course, that's also cause the last time I saw her was at Daddy Sal's prayer service).

My Beloved got me a couple of awesome t-shirts that came in the mail today. They have the leather girl banner on the top and say "happily owned girl" on them. They are PERFECT for wearing to leather events. Now if I can just find my leather girl t-shirt, I can wear that to the non-leather events that I go to that are still charity work.

Course part of the reason that I am getting all into this is because I'm waiting to hear about my surgery date. It officially went into the insurance company a week ago tomorrow. They said I should hear back within 30 days. THEN I get to figure out my actual date. So, I'm hoping that by the beginning of June, I should know. . .I hope.

I think that's about it at the moment. It's just a big waiting game and trying to keep my mind off of it by thinking about the future and finally being free of hiding who I am! That's kind what the surgery is about, about no longer having to hide who I truly am, even though it didn't match what society was seeing, I am going to have that corrected and be able to be true about myself!!